Tuesday, December 29, 2009

...curang...


it is menCURANG if i go out wif some1 else???...
but not b2 la...
b6, wif my other2 frens...
so, dats mean...
aku x CURANG kn...
kn???kan???...

......
.....
....
...
..
.

i stil luv u...
but there are someting wrong wif my heart right now..
GOD...
plez help me...
what should i do???...
what must i do???...

Monday, December 21, 2009

...i'm getting old...


stat from last week...
umo sy dh jd 24...
hahahaa...
tua ke???...
arhh..
xde la...
muda lg kn...
kawen pn blom...
br bcinta je...
hehehee...

sooo...
thanx my hunny bunny...
for blanje me mkn2...
zakiah...
for mkn2 jg n bracelet...
i luv it very much...
n also sue...
for d' bracelet 2...
dorg syer2...
hehehe...

n i stil waiting for some1 to blanje me mkn lg...
(asik mkn je ni, cmne xgemok)...
hahahaa...





ni semu menu yg zakiah belanje...
mknan kemboja lg...
thanx my dear...
i luv u... :)


nota kaki: i xmkn kek lg for ma besday...xde ke org nk blanje kek...hehheeh


Monday, December 7, 2009

...hepi ending???...

i dont want to think right no...
am i sad???..
or i am sad???...
tah ler...
aku tkt klu ianya jd knyataan...
but aku tpaksa time sume tu...
mayb ini la ketentuan Ilahi...
mayb...
aku dh penat...
penat sgt...

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

...heart attack...


2day not yesterday....
lbh krg stgh jam yg lalu...
aku ngalami kekejangan otot...
+ tkejut beruk nk mampus...
i can't believe what had i read...
but its real...

my ex-rumet ms usm dl dh kapel...
her 1st luv ok...
but bkn tu yg wat aku tkejut...
wif who???...
dats yg wat aku tkejut beruk tu...
wif f...
f a.k.a mamak...
my cosmet...
ok...
i'm speechless...
dorg slalu bgado2 dl...
mmg xde tanda2 la dorg kn kapel...

but..
dis all keje Allah s.w.t kn...
Dia yg mcoret kn segala2 nya...
mmg jodoh dorg kuat...
dorg keje tmp yg sm...
ari2 jmp...
trs tsgkut...
fall in luv...

i'm hepi for both of u...
hopefully...
kekal la ek...
shingga ke akhir hayat...
amin...

nota kaki: aku msh lg tkejut smp skang...hauhauahua...



prezenting...wahid aka wahidah...
i miss u a lot gurl...
nnt jmp leh gosip2 ek...
aku nk dgr cite ko yg terBEK tu...
hehehehe....


Tuesday, November 17, 2009

...be wif u...


I know they wanna come and separate us but they can't do us nothin
Your the one i want and i'm a continue lovin
Cause your considered wify and i'm considered husband
And i'm a always be there for you
And either way you look at it i ain't goin no where for my muffin
Cause she gonna hold it down, cant no body tell her nothin
You got the kind of love that always make a ???? fussin
And that's what gets me closer to you

And no one knows
Why i'm into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what i put you through
That's why we'll break through

And i don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And i don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

Seems like every day that go by things are gettin harder
Want to be the one that give you the whole enchilada
Cause i know what my baby like, i lean you on that prada
You ain't got to match with the shoes
All about knowing you i'm into doing things to keep her longer
Stickin together forever, watch you grow stronger
That's the way it has to be, everything problem
Keepin it always true

And no one knows
What i'm into you
Cause you'll never know what its like to walk in our shoes
And no one know, the things we've been through
Can never measure up to half of what i put you through
That's why we'll break through

And i don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And i don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

You are everything in my life see the joy you bring
And ain't no one i compare you to
And i know that you will never walk away from me no matter what
And that's why i plan to do the same thing for you
And i want you to know

And i don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And i don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you

And i don't care what they say
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I wanna be with you
And i don't care what they do
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you
I'm gonna be with you


nota kaki: i rely2 luv dis song...

Monday, November 16, 2009

...luv is....

luv is someting yg complicated...
every1 have their own idea of luv...
so...
if u rely2 luv some1...
we must n should acept him/her seadanya...
if her/him can aceplt u d' way u r...
even u r clumsy person...
kuat majuk...
suka membebel...
dll...
n y dont u do d' same thing...
coz...
no body is perfect...

Sunday, November 8, 2009

...klu la sy sorg boss...


location : my luvly opis....
date : las friday..di kala ati kecik ku meronta2 hendak blk kg...
time : after rehat yg pjg....

dialog2 di antara boss kecik (BK) dengan ank buahnya....

BK : dayah, dtg jmp sy skang jg..bwk thumbdrive skali...sy ad brg bek nk kasi kamu....
aku : (dh bbunga2 dlm ati ni..pe la boss kecik aku nk bg ni)....
BK : kamu tgh wat pe skang?...
aku : (mjwb ngan penuh bangga + krisoan)...sy tgh wat 2 minit..n satu surat meting...eh2 silap...3minit...
(minit tu adalah minit mesy ye kwn2)
BK : bgs2....aku wat lg 1 surat...
jeng2222....
BK : bla...bla...kamu tulis surat kpd...bla...mengenai bla...bla...
aku : tb2 aku rs pns sgt..pas2 suam2 kuku...nk benti keje pn ad jg...but aku stil lg +ve thinking...mayb keje dia lg byk dr aku..xpe la, nex wek aku wat...wekend ni aku blk kg...hauahauhaua...

dialog2 di antara boss besar cket (BBC) dengan ank buahnya....

BBC : dayah, kamu tgh watpe?...
aku : wat minit...
BBC : msk bilik sy skang jg...
aku : ok...

aku ngan pakai selipar tinggi tkedek2 jln g msk bilik dia...

BBC : ni ad surat jmptn...kamu kol PA *** tye dia nk g x...pas2 kol ***** mitak
keynote...bla2...bla2...
aku : (hanya mampu berkata2 dlm ati) boss aku ni mmg suka btol suh aku koling2...
BBC : pas2 sal orag Iran...bla2...bla2..aku kol *******..mitak tkr tarikh...pas2 kol *******...bla2..bla....kol lg...bla...
aku : (smbil mcatat psnan BBC aku smbil mbebel dlm ati)...baikla en *******....nnt sy kol...
BBC : ok..tu je...
aku : ok..sy kuar dl ek...

nota kaki : kdg2 aku rs best jg jd boss ni..leh arah2 org...hehehhe



Wednesday, October 21, 2009

after 4years...

mayb for sestgh org 4 years tu skejap...
but me it stilll lm...
klu g uni tu...
kompom2 dh dpt degree kn...

4years we have been 2gether...
share my half life wif him...
he always be wif me when i cry...
when laugh...
we share our hepi moments 2gether...
share our bad mements 2gether...

but suddenly he made a big changessss...
i know spttnya aku bsyukur...
coz dia brubah mjadi ssorg yg lebih bek...
lebih bek dr be4 ni...
but y after 4 years...
after aku dh tbiasa ngan peragai dia yg dl...
mayb btol la ckp org....
'hidayah' akan dtg bl2 ms shj...
(it's no me, ok)...

but...
i still missing dia yg dl...
i miss YUSOP ABDUL JALAL yg dl...
yg akn pujuk aku bl aku nangis...
yg x kn mbebel2 kt aku...
yg x kn kontrol aku...
yg always wat aku hepi...
yess...
i miss dat man...
i miss u a lot....


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

...wat should i do???...

dh lm jg la aku x mnaip new entry...
adakah aku tlalu bz...
bz ngan fesbuk mungkin...
ahahahha...
byk sbnrnye mende aku nk stori...
but x tstori2 jg...
otak aku masih lg xbape nk stabil skang...
msh lg dok memikir...
pikir dan pikir lg...
wat should i do???...
should i juz berambus je dr cni???...
or wait until abis kontrak aku end of dis year...
konpius2...
half of ma mind say ' juz stay here'...
but d' other half say 'berambus je skang'...
ni mnambahkan kepeningan aku...
pe yg xbest nye my job now...
opismet2 yg kurang best...
but ad jg yg best...
kkurangn perkara2 yg myebabkn aku teruju nk keje...
bosan...
life kt cni...
yg asik myebabkan duit aku cpt ngalir kuar...
sooooo...
tpksa la aku pkr lg...
muahahahhaa...

Sunday, October 4, 2009

...pompuan itu...

ko igt ko bgs sgt ke????
pragai cm tutttt....
lantak ko la ko nk ckp pape pn sal aku...
yg pnting aku tau sape aku...
Allah swt tau sape aku...
aku xperlu ko utk mnilai sape aku...

n ko jg perlu igt...
skang ni...
Allah swt byr cash...
xde nye utang2...
segala tuduhan ngan bohongan ko tu...
akan tbalas jg suatu ari nnt....
jgn harap la aku akn jmp ko lg pasni..
slbh mata pn aku xhingin nk tgk ko...


Tuesday, September 29, 2009

umah itu...

sy xsuka umah itu...
sy sgt2 xsuka berada dlm umah itu...
sy btambah xsuka bl dia ad dlm umah itu...
sy dh malas nk ckp nape sy xsuka...
yg pasti nye...
sy nk pndah dr umah itu...

Thursday, September 24, 2009

..............

s3lAmaT hAr! Ray@ iduL fitRi...
selamat ari raya ke 6...
maap zahir n baten...
hehehe...

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

jln TAR...

menjelang ari raya...
sume org cbuk g shoping kt jln TAR n masjid india...




tmsk la minah 3 ekor ni...
daie, zakiah n nadia...
sgup meredah lautan manusia...
deretan kedai2...
di kala mlm ari...
ngan 1 misi...
mcari bj raya zakiah...


in d' end...
zakiah berjaya jg mcr bj raya nye...
stelah bhempas pulas...
setelah lenguh2 kaki...
setelah dia give-up...
setelah lrt dh x beroperasi...
muahahaha...



Tuesday, September 15, 2009

kejadian yg memalukan diri sndiri...

cmne la plak aku leh kantoi arini...
pas2 kantoi ngan boss lak tu...
org 1st yg aku xnk tgk time tu...
rupe2 dia la yg myaksikan kejadian tersebut...
argghhhh malu siot...
xleh blah btol...
rs cm nk lari blk umah je skang...
xnk tgk muka dia...
but...
i have to face him...
argghhhhh....
help me!!!!!....
sy sgt2 malu...

Monday, September 14, 2009


i not going to talk bout saba...
coz i forgot to bring my lovely kamera...
so, juz snap a very2 few pict...
by using my pinky hp...
(bl dh xde kamera br nk guna hp)...
ehehhehe...

kabel hp lak at my hometown...
so, xsonok la nk stori without pict...
but dont wori...
2morow i will stori bout it...
i borrow ma fren pye kabel...
ehhehee

yesterday...
after bbuke...
n solat...
ktorg g la smbg lepak at sri kmbangn...
y ktorg g sri kmbgn???...
kerna farl yg tb2 giler nk jmp sume org...
ms bbuke td jmp w...
time2 lepak nk jmp c a lak...
coz c a ni keje kt 1 of d' restoran at sri kmbgn...
but sbbkn daya igtn c farl yg sgt mabeless tu...
dia lupe name restoran tu...
so, tpaksa la ktorg mcari n mcari...
ibarat mcari sbatang jarum d tgh pdg pasir...

last2 ktorg decide la lepak at...
warung pak maidin...
mata far pn mliar2 la mcari c a...
but xjmp2 pn...
so, after ais dh mcair mmenuhi table ktorg...
n pkeje2 kt c2 pn dh nyampah mhdp muka kotrg...
ktorg pn blah la...
bu far ni stil x bputus asa...
yeah, 1 sikap yg sgt bgs...
dia stil lg nk cr restoran c a tu...
aku dh la dok tbyg2 katil je...
mata pn dh half je tbuka...
finally, ktorg jmp jg...
rupe2 nye dia keje kt tutttt...
ats sbb2 ttentu nm restoran tsebut tpaksa d rahsiakn...
hehehee...
farl pn mronta2 nk g restoran tu...
ibarat kanak2 nmpk cokelat....
but sori la farl...
look at d' clock now...
aku dh ler kena keje sok...
n tangki aku dh kecik ni xmampu lg nk myerap air yg byk...
hehehehe...
2la pragai farl when she become crazy...
n over xcited...

nota kaki : farl mmg suka buli aku...




Sunday, September 13, 2009

...saba restaurant...


skang dh pkul 1 pm ++...
lunch hour...
but...
xleh nk lunch la kn...
kecuali la klu ad reason yg khusus...
hehehehe...

so...
pe yg sdg aku lakukn skang...
i'm waiting 4 my best gurlfren...
to take me wayyyyyyyyy from dis opis...
hehehe...
ktorg nk g cyberjaya...
coz...
ptg ni ktorg nk bbuka at saba restaurant...
so...
nk g booking dl...
klu xbooking alamatnye mkn tepi tangga la...
mmg ramai giler la mkn kt cni...
dorg ckp mmg terbaik ar...
sedap...
yummy2....
i cant wait to bbuka kt sana...
xsabo2 dh ni...
mleleh2 dh air liur ni...
hehehee...

tgu la ulasan ttg saba restaurant...
pd entry akn dtg...
jeng2...

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

090909

090909...
pe la yg spesel nye ngan tarikh tu...
i really2 dont know...
n i xksh pn...
but tb2 dis morning...
time on d'way ke opis...
ofkoss la i nek kete abg adi yg pjg tu kn...
dia psg hot fm...
fafau n fbi talking bout dis tarikh...
n wat happen yesterday...
n br aku tsedar...
090909 buang 0...
tgal...
999...
emergency2...
2je la...
muahahahaha...

nota kaki: rugi smlm aku x wat emergency kol kt pakwe aku...
paksa dia dtg cni...hehehehe...

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

ad aku kisah???


dh 19 ari kite mjlni ibadah pose...
so..ini bmaksud lg 10 ari kite akn braya...
insyaAllah...
ehhehee...
aura2 kerayaan tu tlh mula dirasai...
sume org asik psg lagu raya je...
dh x hadap dh lagu len...
opis aku pn dh siap brias dh...
dh gantung2 kad raya...
ketupat olok2...
yg plg aku xleh blah tu...
siap ad lampu lip lap2 lg...
hauahuaahu...
poyo lak rs nye...
pape pn, aku xamik port menda alah sume...
lantak la...
after all menda yg x best happen at me...
cm yg aku mention ngan pjg lebar kt entry be4 ni...
aku mmg x pduli dh ngan dorg tu...
pe dorg nk wat...
malas aku nk amik tau...
so, right now...
aku juz nk wat keje2 aku...
1 more thing...
yg sgt2 penting...
aku wat bodo je ngan dorg2 tu sume...
after all...
aku kn blagak...
dh alang2 aku kena cop cm2...
bek aku jd blagak abis2an...
like my opismet said...
'ad aku kisah???'....
mauahahahahahaa.....


gmbo ni xde kena mgena ngan entry di atas...
tp aku nk jg ltk gmbo ni...
ni kn blog aku...
suka ati aku la...
muahahaha



Sunday, September 6, 2009

...luahan ati seorg insan...

sbnrnya byk menda yg aku nk stori kt cni...
sal keje aku...
sal opis aku...
sal opismet aku...
sal ketensenan aku...
aku rs cm hell giler ar keje kt cni...
di kelilingi oleh org2 yg cetek pmikiran nye...
org2 yg suka ngumpat...
org2 yg lebih suka jg kain org len dr kain sndiri...
org2 yg suke mjatuhkan org len...
org2 yg suka memutarbelit kn knyataan...

ye, aku benci bkeje d cni dsbb kn org2 cm2...
i hate it...
n i really hate it...
aku xsuka bl org ckp benda yg aku xwat...
benda yg aku xpnah nk wat...
cm siyal btol!!!...
aku xcr psl ngan org...
aku juz dtg ngan niat nk bek...
utk bkeje...
utk cr pgalaman...
tp d sbbkn org2 yg cm kt atas tu...
hidup aku kt cni jd cm x aman...

pe guna ny aku keje klu ati aku xhepi...
bek aku wat keje lm aku dl...
wp gaji lg ciput dr skang...
but ati aku sgt2 hepi...
aku sgt2 xcited nk g keje...
sgt2 truja...
tp skang...
aku rs cm nk mc je stiap ari...
aku mmg sgt2 malas nk g keje...
pe guna gaji bribu2 klu ati xhepi...
klu ati x seronok...
sntiasa tensen...
aku lg suka nangis sbb d mrhi oleh customer...
drp nangis d sbbkn oleh org x btamadum tu...
aku lg suka bdiri d tgh panas, mbungkus nasi lauk pauk...
drp bkeje d dlm aircond bsama2 org2 tsebut...

tp...
aku stil lg leh sabo...
aku pye hangin blom smp kt pale lg...
blom nk mletup lg...
klu dh mletup nnt...
mmg xslmt la org2 cm kt atas tu...
aku ingin mcabar diri aku...
aku ingin melihat...
bape lm aku leh btahan bkeje bsama2 org2 tu...

but i stil lucky...
stil ad opismet aku yg leh d hrpkn...
yg jd tmp aku lepaskn tensen...
yg aku tau diorg akn bsama ssh n sng...
thanx u all...
thanx krn myelamatkn aku d opis ni...

kpd boss2 ku...
mr h...mr r...madam r...mr t h...
sy xksh klu anda sume xbg penilai yg bgs kpd sy...
sy xksh klu sy x d smbg...
mgkin mmg takdir sy bkn d cni...
sy suka anda sume...
klu bkn sbb org2 cm d atas....
sy sgt2 ingin smbg bkeje d cni...
tp sy xsuka bkeje bl ati sy xhepi...
sy xnk kena pyakit mkn ati nnt...
mauahahaha....

nota kaki : ini hanyalah luahan ati seorg insan...
kpd yg x bkenaan time ksh krn mbaca...
kpd yg bkenaan pura2 la anda tidak mbaca sume ni...
ehehehe...

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

...MR in memories...



stlh sekian lm xcek fster...
actt xlm sgt pn...hehehe
aku pn cek...
n tgk blk my old pict at usm...
n all d' memories come back...
i miss u all...
xsabo nk tgu reunion thn ni...
hopefully jd la...
amin....
hehehehe...


our facessssss....
my coursemet...

dinner 3years...
di kala sume org tgh sengal2 akibat makanan yang xbest...

after men boling at megamall...
lm siot xg c2...huhuhu..

'diamond dinner'
our last dinner...
d' bestest dinner ever...

luv u guys...
4 years we grown 2gether...
learn how to berdiri semula when we fall...
learn wif pak kamar...
muahahahaha...
i will never n ever forget dat lect...
i know u all pn...
ehhehee..

...terubat rindu...

last wekend + cuti merdaka...
i went back my hometown...
best giler x hingat pye...
dpt mkn ngan spuas2 ati...
mkn lauk-pauk air tgn mak aku...
+ air tgn aku jg...
coz my mum xbape chat...
so, kena bekup dia msk...
ehheheh...
den...
mkn nasi daging + tomato mak tunku...
yg mabelesss xhingat pye tu....
terigt2 keenakanye smp skang...
leh meleleh air liur...
ehhehe...

ktorg smpt wat reunion ex2 dapur bonda...
but sorg missing...
am xde...
miss u bro...
nex time kite jmp ek...
forgot to bring camera...
so, no pict...
pict sume kt my sis in law...

pape yg penting...
kerjasama...
mauaahhaha...
sy telah mkn sepuas2 nya...
n sy sgt2 hepi dpt blk kg...
xsabo lak nk blk raya....
ehehehe...