Sunday, November 21, 2010

..sensitip...

adakah aku yg tlalu sensitip???
atau meraka yg membuat kan aku trasa sbegitu...
asik rs nk nangis je...
or mungkin sbb aku tlalu byk tgk cite sedih...
tgk cite sedih cket pn nk nangis dh skang..
dl xde la plk...
ish2...

kdg2 aku rs aku ni xbmakna lsung bg suma org...
xde aku pn xpe...
pe yg aku wat suma xpnah d hargai...
kdg2 aku cket trasa la...
slalu rs aku ptt dpt lebih dr....
but x pernah dpt pn...
mayb aku xlayak kot...

n slalu jeles ngan kwn2 yg len...
coz dorg slalu g overc...
pakai keta br...
gaji beribu riban...
tp aku...
ttp cmni...
msh d cni...
masih mengguna kan keta yg sm...
keta yg xmampu pegi ke negeri sebelah...
hanya mampu berjalan2 d cni shj...
tp aku ttp syg ia...
ehehhee....

mungkin aku yg kurang usaha meningkat kn life aku...
mungkin............

nota kaki: tgh tulis entry ni pn leh bpkr smbil rs nk nangis dh...huhu..

Monday, November 15, 2010

makan budak....

jgn pandai nk blame org je...
cermin diri sendiri dl...
sperti mn u lyn i cmtu la i lyn u...
if u xtau or malas nk caring sal i...
i pn akn wat menda yg sm...

at least, i never forgot ur besday...
i never forgot our 1st time i met u...
1st time i met ur famili...
n 1st time i felt in luv if u...
i will never forget all dats....

but u....
pnah ke u igt besday i???
pnah ke u jd org 1st wish besday i???
pnah ke u beli hadiah utk i???
pnah ke u bg even skuntum bunga utk i???

slalu nya i yg igt kn u besday i...
after all ma frens wish br u nk wish...
tu pn after i igtkn u....
i slalu mitak u belikn bunga utk i...
tp u x pnah beli...
sehingga la hub kita menjangkau 5years +++
lm kn....

so....
i dh tbesa xmsg u all d' time...
xcaring sal u....
xkol u be4 tido...
tgu u wish besday i...
n bhrp u akn jd org 1st wish...
even i know it will never happen....
n waiting for ma roses....


but after all....
i will alwayz luv u...
n i will never leave u...
coz i need u...
juz like u need me....


Friday, September 24, 2010

...his besday...

selamat ari raya...
maap zahir n batin...

am i late to wish it...
whatever la...muahahhaa...

2day is his besday...
hepi besday syg...
i luv u...
but i xleh nk wish live kt dia...
y???
becoz dia dh stat his new job...
dia skang dh jd pelaut...
or dlm bi nya seafarer...
dia nek kapal 4hari yg lalu...
br 4ari kn...
i cannot image his life kt ats kapal tu...
coz dis is his 1st xprience kn...
n i miss him so much...
dh la be4 dia nek kapal tu dh 2bln lbh xjmp...
ni kena tgu dia trn kapal br leh jmp...
soooo sad.... :(

take care syg...
i luv u...

Tuesday, June 1, 2010

...shopaholic...

i'm start to think dats my blog r to bored...
hahahaha...
last month i hav alredi spend a lotsss of money...
i buy a new handbag...
many2 baju...
pants...
n a lots of little things...
but again....
i aim for a new crocs shoes n tshirt guess?...
which it cost me for a hundred...
even i alredi hav 2 crocs shoes....
am i shopaholic???
yezzzaaa...
i'm thinking i start to become a great shopaholic...
craze siot...
daie...
plezz stop it....
u not r millionaire...
u not even hav ur own bisnes...
damn!!!!

Sunday, April 25, 2010

...jiwa kaco...

aku telah mgalami 1 keadaan...
yg aku kenali sbg jiwa kaco...
ye...
jiwa aku sgt kaco 3 4 ari lepas...
but now is better...

why jiwa aku tb2 kaco...
all bcoz of him...
not my boifren ok..
coz sjk akhir2 ni dia dh jrg wat jiwa aku kaco...
hahahaaha...
(dem!!! i miss my boifren)

him tu adalah my ex...
after loking at his fesbuk...
i suddenly think bout' him...
really2 thinking...
n trigt kt dia...
but...
tu x bmaksud aku still ad feeling kt dia...
sume tu kisah lm kn...
juz...
tah ler...
xtau nk ckp..
nape i tpkr kt dia...
hahahaha...

now dia pn dh btunang...
which make me soooooo tkejut...
n more tkejut is...
dia pye tunang very young...
19 thn dowh...
aku yg nk msk 25 thn ni pn xbtunang2 lg...
ni x adil...
ahhahaa..
aku rs sbb tu kot plg2 mwat kn jiwa aku kaco...
ahahahha...

am i craze???
or am i xsabo nk kawen....
ahuahauhaua...

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

dh bzaman rupe ny...

dh bzaman2 rupe2 ny ak x update ak pye bl0g kn...
s0 many things happen...
i quit my j0b @ putrajaya...
n back to astar t0 w0rk wif ma famili...
y suddenly i make dis big kputusn...
c0z...
i want to be wif ma famili...
n i can sep ma own m0ney c0z xyah byr sewa umah, mkn dll...
haha...
ok, 2 je la nk st0ri...
nex time i st0ri m0ri lg ye...
hehe...

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

...3 heart...1desicion...

aku rs cm jahat...
mgkin x...
mgkin jahat cket kot...
tp aku btol2 dlm dilema...
aku xtau pe yg aku ptt wat skang...

mayb d' right way is...
let d' time make d' decision...

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

...hepi new year...

even cm dh tlewat cket...
but i stil nk ckp...
bubyee 2009...
welkem 2010...

wat have i done in 2009???...
work2..work2...
changed work place...
from outside to inside...
a lot of things yg aku belajar last year...
to be more matured...
tanggungjawab...
bla...bla...
no need to tell everyting...
hahahaha....

so...
azam thn 2010???...
jeng2...
to be better n much2 better than last year...
to be kaya raya...
hahahaha...


pict y xde kena ngena ngan entry...
my 1st pict @ 1 Jan 2010....